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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Thoughts of a One-Track Mind...

Cheese and crackers
Purple Monkey Dishwasher
Eskimo Pies
Cheese and crackers...

That having been said, on with today. Today is not just any ordinary day because I want it to be great. I want to do all the things I never was allowed to do as a kid. I want to blow bubbles in my chocolate milk and jump on my bed. Why not? Who is going to stop me? I want to do SOMETHING, anything. Just something to set today apart from any other day because why should I let EVERY day blend into the blahness of everyday life?

I've got lots of things to do, and lots of things to get done. I just want to walk out the door and say that although the sun isn't shining today, that doesn't give me the excuse to crawl back into bed and think all those stupid thoughts that I always think. I really have no time for that. No time for thinking that I'm going to be alone forever. What does that matter? What does any of that matter? I keep thinking about how nice it would be, but it isn't the most important thing in the world. What matters is that TODAY is another DAY, a brand new day with many possibilities. A day when anything could happen, a day when I could MAKE anything happen, if I choose to. I could walk up to someone and introduce myself and see what happens. You never know. How does one break the ice? I have forgotten many things. It's been too long.

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