No Sleep Tonight

I can't sleep. I keep thinking about this trip.
I tried to sleep and then thought that I should get my tickets
and then go to sleep, so I tried to do that
and started having problems with the site
and then wondering what was up with that so I called to figure out
if my payment went through or not or what.
Then I tried calling the bank and all their agents are busy.
So I gave up  on that and wasted a bunch of time.
I have to be up in 3 hours. I'm worried and can't sleep.
This trip is important, tomorrow is an important day.
Both of these things are important
and my finances are in the crapper again.
So I literally have enough to get there and back and not much else.
And I still have like a week or so to go before I leave...

My course starts on Monday, IF tomorrow goes well.
I'm just freaking out a bit because things are all far from certain
and wondering how I'm going to make it 'work' for this month.
I have some ideas, but don't know if they will work.
I know I should just try to forget about it for tonight and try to sleep
for at least a couple of hours...
I'm afraid that if I do, I won't hear the alarm and
that I won't get up on time and then I'll miss my chance...
There is literally nothing I can do tonight about this.
So I have to figure out something tomorrow.
But my mind wants to be in panic mode and I want to sleep
and I don't want to be too cranky or too tired tomorrow.
I know I can go to bed as soon as I get home and I probably will.
Which will fix the sleeping issue thing I've been having.
Just hard to think straight when you're really tired,
really worried and really nervous all at the same time.
I will survive like I always do, but I know it's going to be really hard.
I know it could be worse, so I have to be thankful.