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Saturday, July 23, 2016

Something Better

I've got a job I really dislike.
Sometimes I even hate it.
The work itself is unsatisfying.
Doing the same things over and over again.
How many times can a person do the same things
and wonder "what the f*ck is the point of this?"

I push these garbage cans from desk to desk,
gathering people's stinky, gross garbage. It's depressing.
Then I wash windows. The same ones practically every day.
Then I polish the elevators with stainless steel polish.
Big whoopie doo. *Sigh*

Then three times a week, after I'm done there,
I go to another office building,
wash dishes, clean bathrooms...
Take out more garbage.
Only to come home and do more dishes...

All of a sudden life is only about working.
Which is making me depressed.
It seems like I have no time to do anything.
It's go to work, work, then work again, then come home and work.
The monotony is driving me bonkers.
There doesn't seem to be an end to it or a point to it,
doing the same things over and over and over again.
The only results are that they get done, I make some money.
Not a lot of money. But something. It doesn't feel worthwhile to me.

There has to be something better than this.

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