Concerts Are Fun

I went to see Buckcherry with a friend of mine last night! Amazing show and I really enjoyed it. I really needed to get out like that and just go do something fun. The spot I ended up with was a good view but it was close to the path to the washroom so I had like a hundred people brush against more or move me over while I was trying to dance and that was the only downside.

Well, the night before last another friend called me and we were talking and he didn't tell me he was going to the concert. I turned around and there he was, at the concert. I told him who I was there with, they both know J** because he's G*****'s step-father. I didn't know that until I met J** through M***. It was awkward for a while because G***** really likes me and mentioned a few times that he wants to 'get with' me. I think he felt bad that he saw me there with another guy even though he already has a girlfriend. I'm surprised he didn't bring her. I felt bad because it wasn't my intention to make him jealous.

I had initially wanted to go to the concert with someone else and we were going to go together. But we had a few arguments and now he feels awkward around me so I decided to just go with someone I knew I would have a good time with and would be safe with. 

We went back to his place to watch a movie but I was so comfortable on the couch with him that I fell asleep during the movie. I got a drive home. 

I think the guy will find out that I went to the concert with someone else and might be mad. But I really didn't think he'd want to be there with me and if he didn't, I didn't want to make him feel any more uncomfortable than I already do. Also, I still wanted to go but didn't want to go alone. It wasn't really a date and I don't have to feel guilty for going out. I know I shouldn't go out all the time, at least to big events like that, but it was a treat for myself. So yeah... I'm only 30 and single once in my life... I may as well enjoy it. Life is too short. I just want to be happy and I am happier now than I was in the last few months. Well it's probably been longer! I feel free now. Took me a while to get here, but it's a lot further than I was. 

I went to counselling today... It's been good. Helpful. I'm hopeful when I leave there each week. 

Anyway, I'm getting ready to leave for my knitting group tonight so catch you later!