Thinking...

I have been thinking about so much... Mostly about emotional issues... It is coming into my sign soon. Yes. I have reflected on the past... A lot lately, too much... I emotionally invested myself in someone, too early. As always... Will I ever find the right guy? No? I didn't think so... My 30th birthday is coming up, everything else, after. I have no more faith... I have nothing to hope for... Nothing. Maybe some faith... I have a kid and he has a future... I don't have one... Don't care about romance. I care about him! Why would I care about any potential I have when my kid has so much more potential? If I am not around... You'll know why!