Been having stomach problems for a few years now.
It hurts on the right side and there's swelling.
I met a guy at the hospital with the same symptoms.
The doctors don't know what is wrong with me.
I keep thinking that the only time they will find out
is when I have an autopsy. I know that sounds morbid,
but been taking tests with little to no info to go on for so long now.
I'd just like to find out once and for all to deal with this issue.
Anyway, in other news...
Today, there was a sink hole down town. It swallowed a van.
I don't know why it seemed satisfying to see the van fall into it. It just did.
I guess I have a suppressed desire to see destruction.
Like the more of the road that caved in, the more exciting it was. I don't know.
There was another one a while back near Nicholas Street.
I think that one was a bit smaller. Construction related.
There was a huge sink hole in Quebec years ago.
It was in a neighbourhood and it swallowed 35 houses.
At least 31 people died in that one, in 1971.
It happened during a landslide.
I think that is why the motto on the license plates switched from
La Belle Province to Je Me Souvien.
"The Beautiful Province" to "I Remember."
That one made today's look like nothing.
There was another sink hole in Orleans, swallowed a car on the highway.
then there was a recent one in Quebec where a family of 4 died.
That was 6 years ago.
Ottawa is on a fault line for earthquakes.
Which makes these sink holes kind of scary.
We watched The Lion King 1 & 2 last night.
I was feeling really sick and still am. Nice to cuddle and watch cartoons.
My cat watched some of it. The roars were drawing her into it.
They used a combo of bears, tigers, and M-16's for the lion roars.
I had always thought they used real lion roars for the movie.
I think my cat knows I'm not feeling well.
She's been super cuddles since I got home from the hospital.
I don't think I'll go back to the hospital again for a while.
Unless I feel like death. Even then, I might not go.
They just give me gravol and tell me what it's not.
It's not this, it's not that... Thanks, but I want to know what it is.
Why the F does it hurt so bad?
They just tell me to take advil and tylenol for the pain.
I'd rather smoke a joint than take pills. Pills are poisonous.
We don't have advil or tylenol receptors in our brains,
but we do have cannabinoid receptors in our brains. Why is that?
But the doctors tell people to take pills...
So Big Pharma can keep rolling in the dough.
Raking it in and rolling in it.
People can take marijuana in capsule form.
But Big Pharma would rather poison us with unnatural chemicals.
To keep their factories and laboratories. The fillers they put in pills
probably cause some damage to us. But what do they care?
Marijuana has no fillers unless people mix it with tobacco.
Which I find disgusting.
In case people wonder if I buy marijuana, I haven't for a long time.
I'd rather spend my money on the things I need like food.
Anyway, I'm not going to make myself look like some kind of
chronic drug addict. I'm not.
Just saying that it does help with the pain.
But I've been living with the pain and not self-medicating.
I seldom smoke marijuana or take it in other forms.
But I'd rather use it medicinally than take pills.
Especially when the companies that make the pills
only care about making money and not about any of the people
who make them stupidly rich.
It hurts on the right side and there's swelling.
I met a guy at the hospital with the same symptoms.
The doctors don't know what is wrong with me.
I keep thinking that the only time they will find out
is when I have an autopsy. I know that sounds morbid,
but been taking tests with little to no info to go on for so long now.
I'd just like to find out once and for all to deal with this issue.
Anyway, in other news...
Today, there was a sink hole down town. It swallowed a van.
I don't know why it seemed satisfying to see the van fall into it. It just did.
I guess I have a suppressed desire to see destruction.
Like the more of the road that caved in, the more exciting it was. I don't know.
There was another one a while back near Nicholas Street.
I think that one was a bit smaller. Construction related.
There was a huge sink hole in Quebec years ago.
It was in a neighbourhood and it swallowed 35 houses.
At least 31 people died in that one, in 1971.
It happened during a landslide.
I think that is why the motto on the license plates switched from
La Belle Province to Je Me Souvien.
"The Beautiful Province" to "I Remember."
That one made today's look like nothing.
There was another sink hole in Orleans, swallowed a car on the highway.
then there was a recent one in Quebec where a family of 4 died.
That was 6 years ago.
Ottawa is on a fault line for earthquakes.
Which makes these sink holes kind of scary.
We watched The Lion King 1 & 2 last night.
I was feeling really sick and still am. Nice to cuddle and watch cartoons.
My cat watched some of it. The roars were drawing her into it.
They used a combo of bears, tigers, and M-16's for the lion roars.
I had always thought they used real lion roars for the movie.
I think my cat knows I'm not feeling well.
She's been super cuddles since I got home from the hospital.
I don't think I'll go back to the hospital again for a while.
Unless I feel like death. Even then, I might not go.
They just give me gravol and tell me what it's not.
It's not this, it's not that... Thanks, but I want to know what it is.
Why the F does it hurt so bad?
They just tell me to take advil and tylenol for the pain.
I'd rather smoke a joint than take pills. Pills are poisonous.
We don't have advil or tylenol receptors in our brains,
but we do have cannabinoid receptors in our brains. Why is that?
But the doctors tell people to take pills...
So Big Pharma can keep rolling in the dough.
Raking it in and rolling in it.
People can take marijuana in capsule form.
But Big Pharma would rather poison us with unnatural chemicals.
To keep their factories and laboratories. The fillers they put in pills
probably cause some damage to us. But what do they care?
Marijuana has no fillers unless people mix it with tobacco.
Which I find disgusting.
In case people wonder if I buy marijuana, I haven't for a long time.
I'd rather spend my money on the things I need like food.
Anyway, I'm not going to make myself look like some kind of
chronic drug addict. I'm not.
Just saying that it does help with the pain.
But I've been living with the pain and not self-medicating.
I seldom smoke marijuana or take it in other forms.
But I'd rather use it medicinally than take pills.
Especially when the companies that make the pills
only care about making money and not about any of the people
who make them stupidly rich.
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